20130326 LAH!12:06 AM
Have been thinking alot at night these few days,
thinking through so much that I feel like my brain's gonna explode.
Have also been listening to I dont want to be an Idol too much recently that I feel all crunched up.
I wish sometimes, just sometimes, I can joke with you without having to feel so conscious what I type.
I wish sometimes, just sometimes, you would understand how awkward it it with a stranger.
I wish sometimes, just sometimes, that I would be more courageous and bluntly reject it instead of smiling, saying I'm fine with it.
I wish I could do it with you, but sadly,
I can't.
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